Take the white pills
swallow them whole
You'll feel alright
Relax yourself
Let it flow through your blood
Quickly making your heart rate slow down
Your pupils get bigger
Your speech becomes slurred
You're still not satisfied
You still think
Think about the things you cannot fix
And you're ashamed of the things you've done
You're tired of being left alone
So, you take more
This time you crush them and sniff them
Your nose bleeds
But this is the least of your worries
You still think
Think about how you can't do things right
And why you don't have the power to forget
You're tired of tryin so fucking hard
Only to get nothing in return
So, again, you take more
This time you mix it with alcohol
Alcohol always makes you forget
You still think
But this time not about the things before
More of your chest hurts
Your head hurts
And you feel extremely dizzy
Sit down, lay down
Anything to stop the world from spinning
Rest your head child, Everything will be alright
Close your eyes now
Don't fight to keep them open
Besides if you make it through this
You'll just do it again next week
Same problems
Same thoughts
So, rest your eyes
They're tired, just like you.
Funny circle right?
You do this to forget
So you don't have to fight.
But you wind up fighting anyway
A fight to stay alive
Or a fight to forget and feel better
Either way you're going to lose
Just give up and die
Everyone will talk
I knew her, I was her friend
False sentences falling from busted lips
Blood filled mouths
The same blood that spewed from your mouth
From the mouth where you bit your tongue
You wanted to scream for help but no one cared anyway
So, you take the white pills
Take the white pills
swallow them whole
You'll feel alright
Just looking to fill a void
These pills are all you really have
