My life

Looking back on the past couple of years I've come to realize that I make the worst possible decisions ever. And in these decisions... I've come to this point in my life. So, in reality... I am the reason for the pain and suffering in my own life. I have no one to blame but myself. Wow! Puts a lot into perspective. 

Fog

These broken arms won't hold you down
These ruptured lungs won't make a sound
These syllables won't bring you back,
Won't stitch the holes, no bones intact

And I can't pretend that you were there
And I can't pretend I held your hand
And I miss your smile
I miss your smile
I need you now
I need you now
And I am not scared of falling down
I am not scared of dark dark clouds

I miss your smile
I miss your smile
I need you now
I need you now

Untitled

You swallow the cure

Temporary

Numb

You puke up the hurt

Flush the pain away

Watch as it twirls to the melody of your thoughts

Now, you can pass out next to your carelessness

Waking up is no longer and option

Eternal sleep

Rest

You're tired

And you're finally getting the sleep you deserve