I'm going to be...

That ugly cat lady that lives next door. And you'll smell their piss and wonder why I don't do anything about it. But I'll ignore your name calling and put downs because my cats will make me feel better like she once did.

A Flowers Insomnia

You are trying so hard to be the person everyone wants you to be. Maybe you should just be the person YOU want to be.

Life...

Life is like a movie, if you've sat through more than half of it and its sucked every second so far, it probably isn't gonna get great right at the end and make it all worthwhile. None should blame you for walking out early.

Thoughts of the Dumpee

Your last breath lingers on my neck. Like a memory burnt into my skin.

How can I forgive when I'm in so much pain?

Ever feel like you're not good enough?

Because I don't call when I should.
Because I get angry for no reason.
Because I raise my voice.
Because I don't make you feel comfortable.
Because I cheated.
Because I act differently around certain people.
Because I don't fight fairly.
Because I only make you feel more insecure.
Because I don't truly make you happy.
Because I'm a slob.
Because I am not liked by your family.
Because I don't like your friends.
Because I don't understand why you can't not talk to him.
Because I am ALWAYS doing something wrong.

I'm not good enough for you.
Which means I'm not good enough for anybody.

Break Apart Her Heart

When you call she doesn't answer
when you write she doesn't answer
You go out you see him with her
she told you she was sick at home
The ring you gave her thrown away with all the letters
And when you see him with her, he doesn't even care at all
As she follows him around like you follow her around
He doesn't even care and your figuring out
The only way your gonna keep somebody around
Well I'm about to let you know
There's something I don't wanna understand
The only way a woman is gonna want a man
The only way you'll ever keep her in your hands
Is breaking apart her heart
Don't tell her she is the reason that you live
Don't give her everything that you got to give
If you want to keep the girl for as long as you live
Just break it apart her heart
Can't you see the way she's crying
Well thats what keeps her trying, she knew that she could have you
And he don't give her what she wants
There's truth about this, you say you want to be noticed
Well if you want to be noticed you gotta learn to break some hearts
Don't try to understand
Can't you see what you've done?
What I've become?
Can't you see?
I don't understand this cruelty
I don't understand but now I